A Diiference From A Year Ago

Wow, things sure have changed from a year ago. I can say a little more for the better, but not quite where I want to be yet. The biggest change is that I don't smoke or drink anymore. I am 15 months clean and I so proud of myself. I'm starting to see things a little bit more clearly now. Don't get me wrong, I do miss it, but I'm glad that I don't do it because I am trying to find a job, and being clean and sober is well worth it. I'm living in a Transitional Housing Program, and it is ok. A lot of rules, but hey, that's how things have to be for right now. I'm not complaining though because my daughter and I have a roof over our head and I'm etenally grateful for that. I'm striving to get a real place for us you know....my own apartment so I can do my thing and continue to try to be self-sufficent. I' also trying to make a little money oon the side for the holidays selling baked goods becuse I do have a passion for that. I just have to figure out how to get started. I will figure i out tho. So, in closing, I'm really trying to get me together, and I'm trying to learn how to love myself. That is a work in progress. That's all I have for now, so be blessed and till next time. MWAH!!!!

MY NEW WAY OF LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!

I AM TRYING 2 FIND A NEW, BETTER WAY OF LIFE. NO DRUGS OR ALCOHOL. WOW!!!! WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT??? I SURE WOULDN'T HAVE. BEEN CLEAN AND SOBER FOR ALMOST 4 MONTHS, AND I KNEW I COULD DO IT. FIRST IT WAS BY FORCE BECAUSE OF MY SITUATION, BUT I KNEW DRUGS AND ALCOHOL HAD TOOK OVER MY LIFE. MY EYES ARE WIDE OPEN AND I'M ETERNALLY GRATEFUL TO CHANGE MY LIFE. AS THE SAYING GOES, JUST FOR TODAY. STILL TAKING SOME TIME TO GET USE TOO, BUT IT'S FOR THE BETTER YOU KNOW. LOOKING FOR A JOB, AND YOU KNOW MOST JOBS DRUG TEST, SO I'M TRYING TO PASS ONE, WITHOUT USING OVER-THE COUNTER THINGS. DRINKING WATER IS THE BEST THING AND IT'S WORKING. AVE TO PRAY ALOT ALSO. WITHOUT GOD IN MY LIFE, WHO KNOWS WHERE I'D BE. WELL, IN CLOSING, ALL I CAN DO IS TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME. THINGS WILL EVENTUALLY WORK IN MY FAVOR FOR ME AND MY DAUGHTER. TILL NEXT TIME.

NEW YEAR,NEW ME!!!!!!!!

WELL, THE NEW YEAR IS HERE AND I HAVE 2 FIGURE OUT WHAT 2 DO WITH MY LIFE. I WILL BE 44 THIS YEAR, AND I HAVENT ACCOMPLISHED NOTHING YET. THAT HAS TO CHANGE THIS YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY LIFE IS SO MESSED UP AND CONFUSING THAT ITS NO WONDER THAT I HAVENT LOST MY MIND YET. THE PAST 5 YEARS HAS BEEN REALLY TRYING AND I MUST LEARN TO " LET GO ". THINGS HAPPEN FOR A REASON AND I HAVE TO ACCEPT IT. LOOK CHANGE IS HERE, AND CHANGE IS GOOD; WELL AT LEAST I HOPE IT IS. MY GOAL IS TO GET THE JOB I WANT THIS YEAR, GET THE MAN I WANT AND DESERVE, A HAPPY HOME AND I WILL BE SO CONTENT. ALL I NEED AND HAVE TO DO IS PRAY AND PUT JESUS FIRST IN MY LIFE; MAYBE THEN, THINGS WILL FINALLY GO MY WAY!!!!!!!!!! I AM STRIVING FOR THAT IN 2011!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ME

ALL IN ALL, I HAD AN ALRIGHT DAY, EVEN THO ITS COLD AND RAINY, I'M LOOKING 4WARD 2 THE SUN COMING OUT AND THE TEMPERATURE GOING UP. NOTHING 2 TALK ABOUT REALLY. I REALLY DONT HAVE NO COMPLAINTS, UNLESS..................CHECK BCK LATER 2 FIND OUT.       :)

Michael Jackson's This Is It

Michael Jackson's This Is It

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